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wow! been close to 4 or was it 5 mths since i blog eh?been too busy with life.. oh well, nothing new for me! teehee~ward had been pretty much the same..becoming from merepek to even much more merepek ..i just have to endure, till when, i've no idea ..seriously!so yes, abt my very own personal life ..ehemm! ehemm!okay, i shall confess..been in contact with this guy for a mth plus..i got to know

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right, i've been tinking abt it.. and there's no use in me bein angry and all tensed up abt it! ppl noe the way i am, and ppl noe how i work.. u bloody fcuker, who came in less than a mth, says that i do work anyhow &i dont even noe how to do my job as an EN?? lyke hello! who the fcuk are you to say that abt me?! klau aku tak tau buat keje, da lamer lah kan aku kene terminate! kau tu baru SATU

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Lyke woahhhhh.. Its been a long tym since i last posted on this blog o.OBeen leaving both blog to rot.. Hekhek~so, u might be wondering, how's life huh? Life is in a stressful state for now, & i wish all that didnt happen!I made mistakes, which i tink can be avoided if only i tink using my brain,and not my ass! -.-Why the hell did i do that?! Damnnn!Yes, i noe i wasnt bein myself for the past few

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right now, that titanic song keeps on repeating in my mind..damn, i wasnt able to watch titanic last nyt, cause father at home -.-u noe lah, klau org tuer tu pat uma, nak buat apaper bende pon tak tenteram -.-''nak tgok titanicccccc ! :'(and so, i didnt have much things to update ..went to visit my cousin ystrd after his operation at ktph,and i swear service diorg mcm f !namer jek hospital baru!

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i'm gonne boom this post with pictures !chey, fake jek ! masi bole kire lah k ..hekhek !yes, time2 2008 till the day i graduated ..yes, the last picture was the last tym i'm using that uniform ..if u were to ask me where's my uniform now,sister throw it away -.-''i miss those days in ITE ..can i lyke not grow up and face this world?seriously, life bein a nurse isnt that easy u noe, even if u're

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did i reali put on weight?i do realised that my cheeks had been getting chubbier,but my body, errr .. abit susah to see -.-no, it doesn't matter to me ..it just that someone this morn asked, ' did u gained weight? 'so, does my cheeks make it obvious that i gained weight?or only my cheeks that are gaining weight?im just curious, seriously ..so anyway, life had been just the same ..work, home,

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Right now, this feelings suck, lyke alot! How unfair cn he be?! Ccb!I want my do,ph,ph! I dont want only do on mon lah, what for?!!Maa, im sorry to disappoint u ;(I know u're looking forward to this trip, but i cnt gooooo ! :'(U just go with sisters okay? Im reali disappointed and frustrated much!I wanne cry, can i ?!:'(

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life have been a pretty much of a roller-coster ride for the past few weeks, no kidding ..one moment, u'll see me laughing and smiling ..the next minute, i'll be crying-throwing my tantrums out-and shut myself up ..i don't understand why, but maybe i'm a lil bit under stress ..and well, bein too sensitive about issues ard me ..thats just my nature, i guess ? bein sensitive ?? hmm ..and so, i've

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Nak mati bole tak?My throat is killing me, till i cant even swallow down my food! Damn! Gosh! Nak mati! Nak mati! Nak mati lahhhhhh ! -.-"Just how many tym must i fall sick within this yr? Mati lah, tak abis2 demam demam demam..Whats wrong with my body now? :'(I want to take mc tmr, pleaseeeeee..

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right, been a long time since i last blogged ..oh well, work had been preety much the same aniwae..there's awaes a first time to everiting, lyke .. sending case to A&E..gahh~ i swear i was fcuking nervous for that ..with that civic guy, awww ~but i was lucky, that civic guys are helpful enough to guide me ..reali, thankful for that !so, anymore A&E case for me ?ahahahah! action eh aku ?!so aniwae

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Having night shift now, and my mind is lyke goin crazy..Still having this stupid headache on and off, which is seriously irrits~adding on with this fcuking things, otak bole pecah bodo!I nid a break, a very long break.. Away from everyone, away from my stupid fcuking life..I had enuff, just when i tot everything is gonne be alright..It turns out just the same lyke the previous one..Been too dumb,

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Maybe it just tym that i start saying,Hello to goodbye..Had enuff of heartache, crying.. Why am i even so dumb, trying to stick to one, When the other didnt even appreciate what u're doin?Why must i still sacrifice for the sake of the other? Why am i still wanting to do all the stupid stuffs, When in the end, im still at fault?Above all, why do i still even wanne love u, after all of the things

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having headache on and off is seriously a killer, okay ..gahh ~it makes me wanne bang my head on the wall, bru sedap ciket eh ! no MC for tmr please !one more morn to go, before day off den nyt again ..boringggg ~ shessh !pay day coming, and i'm not excited for it due to some reasons .. seriously -.-''i donnoe what's up next .. text, no text, text, no text, ape ni ?what are trying to say eh ? got

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If ever u were to ask me, what i'm feeling right now?Easy said, im confused! With every thing.. Nothing seems to be right..Was it just the monthly mood swings? Or was it just me?

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been blogging thru phone, from work ..now, i got the tym on my own .. pheww~let me explain abt some stuffs ..just ystrd, i met this fren, and i shall name as; her ..we talk abt stuffs, from guys to work to civic ppl to shifts to anything that we could think of ..from this, u cn guess it's some kinda lyke my workmate huh ?so anyway,i told her the truth abt some things even when i was told not to

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Im giving up, Giving up on trying to be nice..Giving up on trying to stay strong..Giving up on trying to put up a fake smile, just to cover up this feelings..I cant take it anymore.. Since u said it urself, u malas nak layan i..So be it, u dont have to try to be nice..Because i know, deep down inside u, u just go along with the flow..I hate having to go through this again and again.. I just hurts

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Right at this moment, right now..I dont even noe if im doin the right thing..Im totally confused, u doesnt seems to care..At times, i hate this feelings..It force me to just give up, and move on..While the other half, is begging me to hold on cause theres still love for u boy..I donnoe, maybe i was wrong..Maybe i shldnt have done this, cause it hurts just the same lyke how it used to, 2yrs ago..

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im having all sorts of feelings, lyke seriously..i've lost my appetite for now, which sucks seriously ..been buying my food, and end up, not finishing it ..been drinking lots of water, be it plain or sweet one's, and i hate that ..gahh~ why oh why ?okay, random much ..back to story,im okay back with hym, i guess ..please let it be this way , da pnat lah nk gado2 ..sygg u lah, boy !work had been

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i hate having this kinda feeling again ..it hurts, more than it hurts u boy ..tetibe jek kene maki for no reason..c'mon, u PMS or what ?how can i not be rude when u did that to me ?it hurts, MORE than it hurts u !i donnoe what when wrong ..i know, dere's nothing wrong with me !maybe, dere's sumting wrong with u den ..please, i'm tired of fighting over small lil things ..i'm sorry, truly am sorry

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who say's i cnnt survive w/o using make-up ?see*pointing above*, i survived ! huhu~ape kisa, muke rabak tak rabak, kua je loh ..right now, i'm making it short ..dere's this someone who wants me to update this dusty blog of mine ..so i did , heh ..more updates on work stuffs and personal things tmr please !i promise *pinky promise* LOL ! ;)

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okay, i'm back .. been mia-ing due to laziness ... heh STANDARD luh !so, i've preety much things to update here, instead of dere ..yes, i owe 2blogs, but yea, i still prefer and loving my old one ..secrets after secrets are in here , btol tak btol ? right, craps ! hehmy 2nd night rounds just pass by, next 3rd one is cuming up ..damn ! i'll not be alone now right ? no right ? i'm praying that the

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believe it or not, am on nyt shift now .. shhhhh ~hahahah, nahh .. i didnt curik2 pakai ward com ..instead, i bought sister laptop .. huahuahua ! thanx okay ? (:sitting with my shoes off,and, my shoes stink bodo ! k, fake je -.-so,many things happens for the past days ..outing with ward staffs, nurses day, kite-flying day, etc etc ..so, nurses day was so-so .. nothing to make a big hu-ha out of

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yayyyy ! as seen by the above picture, BRACES DA TAKDER !weee~mahal okay gigi tu, 4ribu lebih bodo ! dont play2 uh ! :/but i still feels funny w/o braces .. biase luh, da terlalu biase ngn braces for 3yrs kau ..still, i loike my teeth now ! * smiling very very widely *so, went to bugis with maa after that .. makan pat qiji, bli chewy junior, YAMI yogurt .. ahh, amek kau ! bnyk aku mkn ! dari

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i'm freaking irritated right now with facebook .. mcm CB okay ! just as i tot i cn save tym, it's wasting my precious tym ! gahh~ ingat nk pkai upload all at one go, skali must use simple uploader .. gahh ~ dara up bodo !so right now, i'm uploading lyke whaat over 100plus photos, using simple uploader .. mcm CB ! braper lamer sia aku nak kne tgu ?! gahhh ~ mood btol2 da lari sia nie ! anitym dok,

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♥♥♥does using a tank-top and a knee-length skirt looks selekeh to you ?i'm wondering, just which part makes it look selekeh ..sister said this to me just now, ' asal kau mcm selekeh gtu nyari ?'o.O am i ?so anyhoooo,i've nuthing interesting story to blog about ..smue same jek, not yet ..maybe soon ..2more daays oii ..i suke suke suke skali !;D

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fine. i'm bck with bangs again now..so, night shift ended .. yes, today is my sleeping day ..tapi tak sleep sleep pon eh ?i'm not sleepy, i donnoe why ..so yea, congrats me people ..because, i didnt ''sleep'' even for one minute during my nyt shift today, unlike ystrd :/huhu~sumpah ! suwearrrrrr ! ystrd was freaking tired okay ..it was lyke 15/20mins before 5, i tot of just lyke u noe, rest my

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tell me sumting people ..if u're in my place, how does it feels lyke ?k, scenario ..the hair-person is abt to finish up on ur hair, a final one/two touch-up ..den ur maaa said, ' mak g kdai depan jap'den, u're done .. u maa is no where to be found ..u went everywhr to search for her , she fcuking not dere ..but she claimed that, she's at the shop infront ..nmpk sah bedek uh tu !and suay2 kpale

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i'm left with freaking 10mins, before 12.30 and get ready for my aftnn shift, to update this blog of mine.. sheesh~ too much things happens, till i donnoe whr to start .. hehso, i'm sorry if there's lots of spelling mistakes .. i'm typing lyke what lyke that eh ? k, da ..ystrd, i was feeling kinda down .. cause u know why ? one of my pt kena stroke .. okay, i was kiinda sad, pasal he's one fo my

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right, i'm been a total bitch today ..cause, it's the tym of the month !mood swings plus cramps ; and u're doin tings that drives me crazy ,den i'll give u the worst from me !i donnoe, i got f. irrits with my some of patient ..cause, some tried to released themselves by taking out their 'seat-belt' .. ckp nak berak, tapi da bwk g toilet buat hal; mcm CB ! ..okay, i know, i'm not supposed to feels

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i've lots of thing in mind that i wanna blog abt ..but my hands are just too tired to type em all out .. i'll just make this short, okay ?there's some things in the ward that i'm not reali that happy at some times ..trying to correct others, when u,urself, are not doin the right things ..' ur transferring techniques are wrong ' *walk away* klau salah, tunjok ah ! asal, takot per techniques kau

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right, it's been a loooooong time since i last update this blog .. been too lazy, or too busy .. so yea, pick one lorr ... HA-HA ! -.-supposed to be on aftnn shift tmr, but dey called me a few hours bck to come for morn .. bodooo btol ! :/ nak ckp tk bole pon, maner bole btol tak ?? haishh ~orientation days ended; no more love letters frm fidah, no more bein a kanchiong spider-as labeled by fidah

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right now, i'm using sister laptop .. so no picture -.-''okay, had my virgin aftnn shift AT A-side today .. mcm tak caye gtu eh ?? LOL ! :/ sesungguh nyer, aku tak suke A-side .. nak nanges bole ??so right, i'm okay with the ward and stuffs and staffs around me .. still a lil bit slow in some parts, tapi takper ..today was supposed to be my day off, tapi da tuka ke sun, pasal nyari tak cukop

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right,just because i'll be on aftnn shitf tmr, i'm stuck to my laptop since the tym i've rchd home .. HA-HA ! enjoy abes ! u see, just last week .. dere's this one incident that happened to me, which reali leaves a deep impact in me .. lyke seriously .. if only i was DOUBLExDOUBLE MILLION times careful, it wouldnt have happened .. i might be lucky enuff that, my SN incharge was kind enuff to

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at times i've tried to stop myself from goin thru pages that will remind me of you ..noeing how stubborn i am, i'll still did ..seeing how happy u are now, it still hurts me a lil bit ..reading back all those smses that u keep blaming me for causing that r/s to go haywire when i'm not at fault,i'm still hurt by it ..from this, i've stop totally; take note ! -i no longer contacting with ANY guy,

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finally, a day off tmr .. another week of orientaion,and off to normal shift .. wont be in the same shift as fidah, sadddd ! ):i've nth much to update on .. still trying my best to open up my mouth and talk, cause people had been saying that i'm too quiet ..but sumtym, i wonder, what can i talk about eh ???wait larh, baru2 mahh .. lamer2 nant bru kecohhh ..aper dahhhh ..k bye, nak tido ! (:

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right, i'm bck for an update .. gahh ~ work had been a tiring one, k aku tau ' keje maner tak pnat kan ?' HA-HA ! i have to TAHAN this 8-4 shift for another week, before starting my real shift .. gahh ~ seeing ur staff leaving at 2.30, mak kau btol .. aku kene tgu smpai kol 4 ! grr~ tak fair bodo !chisss ~ so yea, bdae was a good one .. spent frm 8-4 keje, and 6-midnight with family love ! g

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if u're wondering which hospital i'm in, dere u go ..the above picture gives u some clue !definitely, ttsh is alr OUT ! heh ..so, father gives me a wake up call in the morn at 5am ! sweet or what ??hahahah !ward was fine; help out in the morn bath,wound dressing,ngt feeds, etc ..two weeks of orientation in the ward, let's see how it goes ..praying hard, i'll get use to the environment & people .

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so, yes, this women dere is my everiting .. she's more den just a mother, she's just lyke a sister, a close friend or aniting that i can think of .. she's alway dere for u, be it good times or bad times .. knowing how much it hurts when a guy dump you, trying to help in solving our r/s at times, having to tahan her daughters yng prangai mcm taik abis, getting urself stress up when it involves our

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right, just came bck from nyt jog with sisters&brother few hours bck .. hee .. tapi tak lari pon, stakat jln .. yng laen2 lari lerr .. LOL !had fun today, kemas bilik .. reali, tak bohong .. rase2 kn, smpai tingkat satu org bole dgr kiter ketawe ! ketawe rabak serabak tidak oii !smpai kene ' oii ! ' dgn org pat bilik sblah pasal bising sgt ..all because of, ' 22-ex ' .. i know, sisters know, u

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ahh, currently my head is spining ..mcm *toot* !graduation doned, goin to real work on mon :/anyway, father ask me abt that no-longer-my-guy-friend ..out of the sudden .. mcm terkejot or what ?all i can ans was, '' tak uh, maner ader, ntah .. '' & all the way i remain silence ..weird or what ?:/

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i'm sorry; this might be a very long post ..and maybe a lil bit emotional .. read, if u wish to .. leave, if u wishh too alright ?i'm thinking bck, way bck wen i've gotten my o's .. result rabak serabak mungkin .. and i guess, i didnt make the wrong choice; goin to ITE,instead of retaking my o's .. and i'm not regreting it now .. yes, i noe .. i HAVE disappoint my maa with that decision .. she

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ahh, my fringe grew way too fast ..its covering my eyes ! damn ! nid to snip2 .. gahh ~ been youtube-ing, tgok jelita lorr .. hahah .. nak update blog, tapi tak terupdate2 .. HA-HA ! i was stuck larh okay, LOL ! so anyway, i've planned on what to used for grad, will be out tmr to find my stuffs .. heh but still, i no likey the idea of using HEELS ! oh my god ! tak sanggup sia ! yana, please chg

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done-d my license ystrd with sister, so that makes me a REAL EN now ..didnt went out to anywhr today, ddk ruma bace buku oii ! hehahh, part tak kua gni yng aku tak suke oii .. tangan gatal gi bloghop2 ..den nant emo sndiri, puikk ! hehso anyway, while bloghopping .. got kinda of lyke irritated with kids nowadays .. hehokay larh, i was a kid once too, i noe ! but at least .. i didnt get involved

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went bck to sch this morn, took our transcript .. wanted to do license, but yea.. its at kim keat rd or watever ting it is .. decided to give it a miss ..so, head to tamp mall and had LJS, den to national museum ! HA-HA !WIERD,but the yea .. we went dere, cause dere's no other plan ..we had funn still, i like it ! hehthe only thing that is in my mind, how can one actually ''lied'' to u ? da ader

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right, spend my night outside, bwh blok at bishan .. accompany my sister to finish up her assignment.. yes, believe me, my minah-looking sister is taking her degree in nursing, no.. this is not a joke ! unbelieveable, but this is the truth ! so u see, taking a degree is totally 1001% different frm ite life, i mean .. u have to do everiting urself, not lyke in ite whr there are lecturers to reali

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[ pointing above ]i want wabbit wabbit, can i ? pleaseeee ..been wanting it since ages, but still they dont allow me to have one, okay maybe two ..i no longer have a pet,okay, sounds so budak2 or watsoever, but ..who care's !i reali want one larh ! grrr ~this tor-torr-ishh of mine died early this year,after nearly 8/9years of living .. )':this was my present back den ..saw it unconscious, i swear

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okay, trust me .. i feel lyke fainting every tym when i stands up .. my cramp is in the on-off mood, mcm *toot* .. rase mcm paip bocor habis sia ! and that feeling is so .... , argh ! see larh, aft nearly 3mths .. this is what i get ! tskk~ been hoping and hoping, at last oii ! huhu ~da tak worried oii ! ahahahah !so, i hope this explained what i'm trying to say eh ? haa, that masai face oso

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right, i'm back .. i got bored, and started clicking on the webcam button ..nehh, this is just some of it .. i repeat, some aje ! HA-HA ! i'm alone now in the room.. smue keje, boring kan kan kan ? ): first big sister just bake brownies tadi, woo ~ sedap oii ! smlm da buat tiramisu, nyari brownies .. bsk aper lak ? huhu ~ ahh, mum wants me to cook tmr, ): hahahahah ! aku masak eh ?? heh right,

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this would be my 400th post, weee ~ *clap hands*so aniway, i've nth to blog abt .. been enjoying life as it is, been having good food for the past weeks/month, been eating late nyt/early morn .. but still, i'm not gaining any weight or babat ! tskk ! geram u noe :/ohh,this is random okay .. just so u noe, currently i'm addicted to sour plum milk tea, dont ask me why btw ..so, just two days ago,

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just this morning, its proven that i've got a very HUGE ego !yes, this blowing-bubble girl ! pissed*why ? cause i, refuses to say sorry to my BIG sister ..till mummy had to forced me to do so ..as u may or may not know, had not been on talking terms with my this sister ..she, refuses to talk to me, okay well, us to be exact ..so today, mummy make it clear that, she wants us bck talking and not

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♥♥♥ our friendship will awaes remains .. good times, or bad times ..i'm sure we had a wonderful time during those days in sch ..(:

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i feeling quite restless now, .. all thanx to ystrd nyt .. pffftt ~been turning left, den right, den left , den ....ahhh ! biler mau game ?i cldnt get myself to sleep, serious ..up till this morn whr i slept at 8am, tu pon lpas maen psp, kes pakse tido nyer , and woke up at 11am .. had only 3hrs of slp larh kan .. *sigh i just cldnt force myself to slp, lagi2 berpeluh mcm takder hari esok .fed

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i guess i'll just cont on using this blog too ..yes, i've created a new one ..and everiting is being updated dere ..but yea, i donnoe .. i still loves blogging here -.-''i'll keep my another blog just for myself, till i feel like itcause i like it that way !i'm pissed, completely pissed off at this one or two ppl !nahh, its nth got to do with my frens or such !like c'mon, u guys are grown up ..da

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i'm out of things to blog !bleh ! will be bck when i feel lyke it ..hmm, i still waiting for transcript or watever ting it is ..then SNB card ..den i'll be ready to start work(:

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back than, when i was till young and innocent *ehemm2*ahh, if only i didnt meet and fall in love with the wrong guy,i still be that innocent girl okay ! huhu~so, this is the now ..huhu ~ cube selak rambut siket, kening stngh jek dok !ahahahahah !okay, i'm out !(:

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bought teen's magazine, i tink .. yes, i noe .. KENTALAN !no, not because i wanne read whole lots of the stories in it ..sumting in the front cover that attract me to it .. huhu ~; fifteen .. pregnant .. &clueless !hmm ..i donnoe, don't ask why i'm interested to read it !wuittt ! scary oii .. nyeheheheh ! * only certain ppl will understand why *hmmm ...hahahah ! okay, i sound so stupid here ..

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ahh, i've just scolded my niece so damn rabak2 and even cubit her ,i felt guilt bout it :/ ( mcm slalu jgk )alahh, u noe .. lyke u have done sumting big and .....alahhhhhh .. lyke that larh !yes i noe, i havent been good to her ..*sigh* i'm sorry, ..i'm trying to be nice back to you,i love u okay ? )':[ gahhhh ~ been emotional lately ! what the fcuk is wrong with me ?? ]

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initial plan ; botanic garden ..but due to the weather yng tak menentu, chg of plan to vivocity ..slack ard dere, had our bite on the food that we had pack from home ..talk a lil bit on some stuffs yng tak-perlu-di-blog ..before that ..bought yana's gift, and off to meet her in the mrt but at outram .. *winkshalf way thru, decided to go this place [ rahsie dohh ~ ] huhu ..bought yana this helium

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♥♥♥ i donnoe why, i jus felt that ..my heart is in a mess ..i cant feel a single ting, i mean, i've LOST interest in contacting with guys ..dere's is still sumting that i reali wish had happened ..ever since i read what my ex send to me in facebook,it just makes me tink back .. be it good or bad ..i wanne be frens with my ex, lyke how every othr girls wish too, right ?but sumting in me that stops

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so, how's my holidays been lyke ??hmm ..been enjoyinh every single bits of it ..i'm not looking forward to work :/this week ; [ 22mar ] we(all 5kids) waited till 12mn to wish/sing daddy's a bdae song; [ 23thmar] celebrated daddy's bdae at swensen ion ..; [ 24thmar ] went to tekka market -.-''and so, i'll be goin out tmr ..happening gtu kan, hari2 kua ..maii's asked me out this morn but i cldnt

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♥♥♥u might be wondering,what's with all this photos ehh ??it's her burthdae yaw ! huhu ~i've awaes tot that her bdae was on 29th of mar instead of 25th ..i still rmb the day that i confidently says,' someone burthdae is on the 29th of mar ! 'HAHAHAH ! had a great laugh with em ..it's been a wonderful frenship with em, which includes leia too ..no words can describe how i feel abt this frenship ..

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so, when for yana's sis bdae ystrd ..actually, maii was just too lazy to go ..but since i said i'm bored staying at home,and we shld go instead .. she chgd her mind .. huhu ~*baek kan dier*supposed to mit at 3.30pm ..but u noe, ppm klau da depan cermin ..timing smue lari oii .. hahahahah !i keep saying, ' kk 2.30 kne kua uma ..'ending2, kol 3.15 jgk kua ! *oppss*meet up at p.ris, search for a

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since start of holidays,i've been having this pemalas-nak-mampos symptoms ..to update my blog .. heh ~yea, dere's alot of things had been happening ard me ..'bout this ex who is still bringing up on the past ..'bout this guy who i am trying to make him shiok sndiri ..HA-HA !okay, so what if u tink i'm mean ?? do i give a damn ??ahh, too much tings that happening till i didnt know what to blog abt

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and so, sch's out ystrd ! woohoo ! no more wakin up early2,no more rushing2,no more cabbing down to sch from simei mrt station ,no more long walk to sch and bck home !awww, sad isnt it ??so much tings that we've been thru, and everitin comes to an end ..awwww !i'll miss everi single tings abt sch, and abt em too :/so anyway,been tinkin twice abt joining imh now ..damn ! i donnoe why lehh .. shit

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sch's ending tmr .. woohoo !a lil bit of happy, plus alot of sad lorr ..*sigh*just finish eating in one table with brudder just now ..hahahah ! to u it might not be a big deal, to me it is okay ..biase larh, duer2 busy mahh and jarang jmpe lorr ..LOL !okay, crap ! anyway,i've decided wat i'm gonne do in life .. and i hope i wont regret it :/[ i miss everiting bout u, but i'll just let my ego

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huhu .. balak sim's training da lepas ..soo, da takyah nak takot2 lagi lorr ..HA-HA ! anyway, cut my fringe to bangs2 !woohoo ! finally, yay ! ahh, i didnt have aniting in mind actually .. hmm ..just randomly, i just feel lyke updating ..double HA-HA !err, okay .. i donnoe what to update on -.-''

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never did i expect IMH posting is gonne be this funn ..pictures cant describe how fun it had been so far ..up till now, i'm still feeling a lil sad ..cause i wont be able to see em again :/*sigh*so much for the funn at ward ..doin activities with em,playing mahjong with em [ & i noe how to play it now ! ]so much of enjoying during this attchment ..money money come out til we are broke,the result

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so far, so good ..i'm happy with watever i'm doin now ..dere's nth for me to blog abt now ..so anyway,its someone monthsary oii ! haa !i'll just keep this blog un-updated till two days time ..goin bck sch nx week, and i'm having mixed feelings ..huhu (:

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currently, listening to 89.7fm ..gosh ! kris dayanti and siti song makes me feel so damn emo rit now :/ahh fcuk !so, bck in imh ..posted to this ward that i swear, damn semellyyy ..)':i miss my that old ward, i want em bck ..but i guess, i'll get use to em sooner or later ..anyway,i've been enjoying life ..nahh,let just say .. i dont wanne find someone special yet ..i'll just make friend with

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*laughing out loud*i just cnt stop tinking about friday ..i just told sister about it,and she even asked me to do sumting even more 'bout it ..if dere is a nid for it,i'll know who to approach ..and i'm very sure, everitings gonne be alright ..woohoo ! so much for this game baybeh !:D

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went out with this girl ystrd aft morn shift ..this girl also makes me stuck to that alicia keys song ..anyway,our initial plan was to go kkh den threading for her ..but chg of plan since both of us are lazy ..went for her threading, den a walk ard serangoon rd area ..and off to town for, as claimed by her, window shopping ..hahahahah !so, our last stop was border .. took some magazines and read

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alicia keys- try sleeping with a broken heart .."Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart,then you can try sleeping in my bed".Even if you are a million miles awayI could still feel you in my bedNear me, touch me, feel meAnd even at the bottom of the seaI could still hear it inside my headTelling me, touch me, feel meAnd all the time, you were telling me liesSo tonight, I’m gonna find a

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karma will come knocking on your door,without u realizing it !i'll make sure it happens, mark my words !FUCK YOU !

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i got the shock of my life during break tym just now ..was talking to this someone, and out of the sudden she told me sumting ..i swear i cld feel my heart beating faster .. just wat on earth is happening sia ??no, i dont mind ppl reading my blog .. but knowing everiting that is happening in my life when dere is no archives ..telling people what they had alr read and memorise ..lyke, err .. ??

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that one goes to you, asshole !i swear i cnt stand it anymore ..how much heart pain i've gone thru ..knowing whats goin on now just make me feel lyke slapping ur face u ass !what the point of lying to me saying dere's no third party,when the truth is .. dere is ?!just tell me the fcuking truth larh, instead of just saying ' weird feelings'weird feelings my fcuking ass larh !i'm not stoopid, its

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huhu ..i wantd to go out in th aftnn,and mummy ask who i'm mitting ..' jantan ke ppm ? klau jantan,jgn .. nant heartbreak lagi 'sister ask me to say, ' in between 'so i say, ' nak g jmpe butch .. [ LOL ] 'and i say,' org nak jadi lesbian pulak ! 'her reaction was,' kau jgn mcm2 eh, bla bla bla 'HAHAHAHAHAH !funny larh her reactionand listening to what my sister had to make up stories just to tell

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i don't know why i still feel a lil bit hurt when i found out the truth ..i don't know why i still bother to shed tears when i found out something ..i don't know why the hell i still bother about ur life !no, i'm no longer stalking u .. [ okay, sounds so wrong ! ]but i just came across !i swear i donnoe what the hell am i supposed to do now ..u sms me as and when u liked,but in the end .. u said

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~it's not about me having a rough time now, it's abt how and when i'm gonne move on now.. and leave this feelings behind !guess what, it's 1510h now ..had my sleep at 0900h, and here i am ..unable to get bck to slp,when i having my second nyt later ! damn !ahh, i wan my beauty sleep ..but i simply cant gat bck to sleep, get me ??i'm just too tired, tired from doin things since after report

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receiving ur sms in th morn while listening to some random songs,makes my heart beats faster ..i donnoe how long more can i be strong ..i'm just hoping that,i'm not gonne breakdown at any tym of the day ..cause i had enough ..just one last mit up, to let me clear everiting that i have in my mind ..before i say the final goodbye ..eventhough i still am missingandloving you,i still have to let go

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currently, i'm freaking bored !haa, went out today ..and people ard me had been asking me,' tdi bby kua ngn saper ? 'wat so surprising abt that people ??mum told me this just now,' bt aper nak nanges2 klau llaki mcm takder aper2 gtu, kn bodo tu . 'but mummy, this is wat we called LOVE ..we cry, for the one we love ..sister wanted to askd me this ystrd,' asl bby tak kua kn gamba dier dari frame tu

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gosh ! mother is bein a *toot*!picking on me for stoopid fcuking reason !argh !*sigh*i'm still not bck to my normal self ..i wan the old me,the one who will neve cry for a guy ..the one who will accept everiting that had happen happily ..the one who is able to move on easily ..its hurts me, to be in this way ..i hoping for a mit up soon,cause i reali wanne settled everiting ..and get done with it

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Remember all the things we wantedNow all our memories, they're hauntedWe were always meant to say goodbyeEven with our fists held high, yeahIt never would've worked out right, yeahWe were never meant for do or dieI didn't want us to burn outI didn't come here to hurt youNow I can't stopI want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this roadSomeone's gotta goand I want you to know you

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i have to be strong ..and face watever tat i have to go thru now ..everiting happens for a reason ..i may not noe the reasons why all this is happening ..but sooner or later, the ans will fall right infront of my eyes ..even if it hurts me now,dere's awaes a better one out dere for me ..u wan it tis way, i'm giving it to u ..i'm not stopping u, as long u're happy ..yes,it hurts me when u make

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tings ain't getting better now ..giving up is my next option ..i cant stay too long in this situation ..i feel lyke i can go crazy anitym soon ..been crying myself to sleep everynyt,been having tachycardia tinking abt tings tat i didnt wan to happen ..i still do love u,but wat the use of it ?if only u came across my blog,and read everiting that i wrote here ..it would be better !

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i've been tinking ..maybe it's tym for me to be bck to my very old self ..u don have to noe wat kind of self ..i've been wondering, is it worth my patience ?i've been waiting ..i had enuff .. tings hasnt been easy now ..again and again, i have to understand u ..who's gonne understand me now ?u will neve feel what i feel !this feeling sucks, and i mean it !one week, let's count together ..shall we

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ahhh, lyke finally i'm free ..okay finee, easy said .. rajin nak update bloggy !hee ..twenty-ten had been good, except that .. my tor-tor-isee died )':huhu ..aft 8 years, from small2 till lyke my palm size ..sedihh tuuuuu !kkh posting was lyke soooo sucky, boring or any words that you can describe ..i only enjoyed bein in the nursery, or maybe th kiddy ward ..serious, no kidding !back to ttsh now

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waduhh waduhh ..bsk, attchmnt start ! sungguh tak suke oii ! *sigh*first posting kkh (:but but, wont be able to mit cinte that often ..boo hoo hoo !anyway,today started with a fcuking fcuked up starting,but ended with a big wide smile on my face !i'm sorry cinte, for all those hurting words that i said to you ..i love u !even if i might be feeling a lil bit hurt inside me,but yea .. nth that i cn

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yes, i know .. this is the second tym i'm putting this picture up -.-wat to do ?? heh okay, currently i'm stuck at home ..-my two babies, okay one actually cldnt make it today to lepak, so we cancel it -.-''-cinte out with hys bro/friends, or worst come to worst .. tgh ngorok pat uma -.-''-my llaki bff [ pssst : u don have to know who ! ] , asked me to follow hym go party den drinking with hys

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currently, cinte is out at his class chalet ..he wanted me to tag along, but i refused ..not that i didnt want too, but i *insertword* his class ..anyway, had funn tym with hym today ..u noe, i noe ! winks*ahh,i'm just making this a short one ..make it loong tmr, k ?(:

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What's wrong now boy? :/

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ahhh ..i just hate having this feelings ..u know, lyke .. at any point of tym, i will just carik pasal with cinte ..i donnoe wat is it that i wanted ..i know, he wont be able to layan me 24hrs ..or even when he have the tym, he'll be very very tired ..or out with his friends and such ..and i MUST understand that !i tried to understand,but just this feelings, is stopping me :/i donnoe, at one

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when prawning with cinte yesterday,with hys two sec frens ..they had 3hrs of prawning, and when bck home at oneplus am :/i dont find it boring at all,even if i just had to sit there and watch others prawning oso ..serious !today,and bein a nice guy .. since he said he promised me ..he cooked for me to rase .. and for me to believe, yng dier bole masak ..awww, sweet larh dier *winks*see, how can i

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thinking bck,to be exact .. this term, i didnt reali put in much effort in my studies ..didnt pay attention in class ..talk talk talk non-stop ..thinking about other tings during class ..maen2 cinte *ehemm ehemm*in short,slack giler babs punye, till exam ..i didnt study much ..i can only lyke ans the sect.b: one/two qns out of five/six ..i expect to at least get a C's for em ..but thank godness,i

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accompanied cinte to workshop in the aftnn,send his baby for repair or watever ting is, and off we when to bugis by mrt ..his initial plan was to find his slippers,but end up .. he decided not too, reason: nvm, i ask my sister help me find -.-''and now,i've alr got the idea of what to get for hym *big wide smile*and ohh,mummy bought for me this bag from st. louis that i've been eyeing on ..awww .

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sometimes, i donnoe what is it that i wanted ..i get angry easily, even over the smallest thing that happens ..but watever it is, i still love cinte alot !winks*visiting lil baby tmr!if u're wondering who, it's my meoww meoww !:D

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i was looking thru my facebook friends,and i came across this guy ..this guy who i've known for a year plus,this guy who i've known during attachment ,before everiting when haywire ..lyke finally u're attched huh? all the best dude !lyke finally u've chgd for the better huh ?last long yea, setie pade satu dok !anyway,had a good tym with cinte yesterday ..meet up with hym at ard 11.30pm ..he fetch

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ahh, i don care how fcuking burok my face is ..she's no longer leaving with us,she's at her new home now ..well, at least for the time being till my sister got her own house and take her back,which is lyke i donnoe when ..i'm sad, can ? very very )':if only i cld cry now, i would have done it ..i swear, i had a hard tym letting her off just now ..i could see that, she's scared ..the minute we

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went swimming yesterday,den to tanah merah .. to redhill ..to bedok.. yes, berpusing gtu kan ..aft bedok, tot of heading to simei to meet yana ..pasal maii mati2 nak jmpe yana, i oso donnoe why ..ha-ha !but end up, ddk pat bedok intrchg lorr ..*inside joke* 'ehh, nyonya beli rokok kotak biru arh .'but when she turns and walk, mampos! both of us ketawe super rabak !so today,wont be going aniwhr ..

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the difference between ,now ..back before(1yr ago) ..was looking thru my thumbdrive,and i found lyke thousands of pictures !okay tak, bedek ! -.-dere's maybe up to one thousand plus photos in it, or maybe more ..not included photos which belong to me in my sister hard-disk or watever it is ..bnyk kn tu ?woooo ! guess who's photo i found ?? mr __________ ..okay, bodoh sgt larh tu aku masi simpan

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be nice to me, move the time faster please ):; 6days i just cant have a good nyt slp last nyt,all i tink abt is u *sighs*& abt yana,*double sighs*i'm still cant stop tinking abt it ..why didnt she tell us abt it eh ?? ):nvm, shall fetch u bck home on the wed nyt ..we shall see alright ?16th dec tingy,is cancel ! yessha !but maii and me are planning sumting abt it *winks*so, i guess this abt all ??

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